High Viz

Yep. It was only a matter of time. Die hard anti paraphernalia dons high viz vest, and, some weeks later, walks into Bike Trax and purchases the first helmet that fits. Is this based on evidence? No. Is this based on peer pressure? Absolutely not. An age thing? Naw. The nudge factor? Possibly. Read the transcript of a coroner's inquest into a cycle death. Cyclist was wearing all the kit. Tragically it didn't help her. But the vest gives me a bit of confidence. Especially on country roads.

Country roads. Far worse than the city. The drivers. Not the roads. Not all the drivers of course. But enough of them. Is there nowt to do but hurtle up and down frightening the living daylights out of the innocents on two self propelled wheels?

A gentle run out to the Big Tent in Falkland should have been charming. And some of it was. But a lot of it wasn't. Women screaming abuse out of back windows. Overtaking manoeuvres at exactly the wrong moment leaving me with inches to spare and aching palms from the ridiculously tight grip. OK. I'm more anxious than most people. I confess to a little terror. But country roads don't usually have pavements to hop onto. There's nothing to do but hang on and curse. And shed an angry tear when composure is regained a few moments later.

Is it getting easier? Sometimes. But then again, not really. Stronger legs mean further distances. More independence. Can even cycle to the hospital now (yes, the physio continues) although there is no safe off road route that doesn't involve getting off and wheeling the bike down a series of steps. This exacerbates my fury. Which in turn jabs at my fear. The trip to work remains a sequence of minor horrors - interspersed with mad moments of victory (oh my god I'm still alive!). Despite this I have discovered there are people even more afraid than me. Which is why I now find myself in the absurd position of buddying novice cyclists into work (on the pavement of course). It doesn't get much more ironic than that.

Cuter than a cute thing

It's yellow. With full suspension. And a 14 speed rohloff hub. And a SON dynamo. Front and back carriers. Smooth leather seat. A stand. (A stand! must be an age thing...). And it folds. In 15 seconds. Without trapping the folder's fingers. Or toes. Or blackening their finger nails. Or traumatising their ego.

In its short life it has already charmed its way onto trains. And buses. And down to Cambridge. On night routes with cats eyes. Up and down curbs. On pavements. Lots of pavements (sorry officer). To the Scottish Parliament. To Scottish Enterprise in Stirling. To a wedding even. Into student quarters. And back out again. And into the Standard Life building. To Green Monday. With a lot of smart people watching. And out a couple of hours later through the aforesaid's revolving doors (on the third attempt).

It stops grown men in the street. Some of them give it a whirl. Marvel at the techie stuff. And old ladies. Och, look at that hen.... And young lads "nice bike Mrs!" And sniffing dogs. And clambering toddlers. And half dressed laddettes swaying slightly in the evening breeze.

When you've been run over by a truck you need a bit of a treat. Something comfy. That will treat your knee and foot with respect. That will potter up The Mound without causing a sweat. That will jump a curb at the first sound of a distant rumble. That will beg forgiveness from pedestrians on the pavement.

Yeah yeah. Whatever. There's a load of excuses for buying a high spec Birdy. But in the end we pay a fortune simply because its cuter than a cute thing - and nothing, absolutely nothing else is more important.